Although the first two months of 2009 have pretty much been the worst two months of my life, I'm happy to say everything is slowly getting better. A lot has happened this year, and it all happened really fast. I got caught up other people's lives, cared about everyone more than myself, and forgot I have my own life to live.

Every aspect of my life has been absolutely insane. Immense amounts of stress and petty problems made me neglect a lot of things. Well... basically everything. (Including people, school, my art..etc) I also got behind in my school work. I had an immense amount catch up on, but by the end of this week, I'll be pretty much caught up with everything.

As of the beginning of this month, I've moved on from the crazy events of January & February, and my life is going back to normal : ) All I can say is I've learned SO much this year. Y'know, those 'life lessons' you have to experience in order to fully understand.

Well, It's good to be backkkkk.
Give me a few days to catch up on my messages & everything.
I'm looking forward to hearing from everyone!


-Andreea

had to be the highlight of my year !
(you know, except my huge trip back to the
homelanddd this summer, of course. Europe
is always the best )
But anyways, I saw the Roots Sept. 26th here: [link]
(UCR's Block Party). What an amazing day...

Here is some footage: [link] [link]

That same night I also saw Lyrics Born and
U-N-I. It was a pretty dope night. : )

Indeed, life has been pretty crazy,
but I'm gettin' by, of course : )
Hm, I can't wait until December... : )
That's all I can think of for now...
another journal coming soon.

&

I'm still trying to figure this out... If in fact
there is something to figure out. I don't like this
situation, but I can't do anything about it now...
If only I could...

Well, week 5 of this school year is almost over.
It has been extremely stressful, but as soon as
I'm done with college-related things (maybe after
December), all there is to do is wait and see where
I'll end up going next fall...

more pictures from this summer coming soon !
Thank you everyone for all the support.
I appreciate all of you !

p.s. Gackt is amazing...
[link] & [link] &
especially: [link]

"Tsuki wa sora wo dakishimenagara
Namida de mienai anata wo sagashite sakenda
...Kowareru hodo watashi wo tsuyoku dakishimete
Mou ichido aenu nara yume no naka de ii"

"I became frightened by loneliness, So I called out,
searching for you, but couldn't see through my tears.
...To the point of breaking, Hold me tightly.
The dream, from which I've been waking up, is vanishing,
Your arms and beloved voice is slipping away"